Loving Yourself Beyond Security and Control

Some days, it is very challenging to move forward
into your desired success! Today was one of those for me.
I am waiting on responses from a new business partner
and while I could do some things related to this project on
my own, I'm using the delay as an excuse to drag my heels.

I am not comfortable moving ahead until I get these answers.
I want security, please! Iwant each little item ticked off the
check list. I want to feel I am in control. And with this I have
to laugh.

I am surely not in control of much of anything except my
inner responses to the situations I encounter in life!
When I can remember this and just cooperate with what is
present, I feel so much lighter, so much more free inwardly.

Acknowledging these truths brought a shift in my awareness
just now. A knot of tension in my tummy dissolved. I'm not
in control! There is great freedom in this statement, especially
as I let it in as an awareness in my body consciousness.
Acknowledging this truth is a great step in loving myself.

I had no idea what to write about tonight in my blog. I just
showed up, feeling a bit frustrated and "low" about not getting
done some items I consider important. Yet when I take a look,
when I step back and view my situation as a neutral loving
observer, then I have to laugh. I only like to think I'm in control.
When I let go of that notion, it all gets really easy again. Just show up
and be present with what is. I actually got a lot of other tasks
done today, by being present with those action items.

So, I'm declaring this has been awonderful day after all. I'm
choosing to see it that way. I hope you find here some
bits ofwisdom and apply them with loving to your own life.

Blessings,
Dr. Ilenya